The story of me having a crush...

This is the story of me having a crush.
I was in high school, and I was 16. I have a big crush with this one boy.
Which is he is my senior. I'm just a girl that he would never notice.
 I didn't put my hope too high.
One day..He accidentally ask me out on a date.
 I was like so super-excited andtelling everyone about it.
 I can't sleep thinking about what I'm gonna wear, and really wants
that date will be perfect with every single aspect. 
And I was a lil NERVOUS + SCARED
about what might he thinks about me...
But... On that day of our day, it turns out into nothing.
I was so stupid and suddenly text him last minutes telling him, that I can't make it..
IT'S BECAUSE I WAS TOO SCAREDDD TOOO SCARED.
Because I never had a date before. It was totally sucks. 
And I swear I regret it until now..
After that day, we didn't talks or text or whatever..
Everything went so bad..


So after realizing about how stupid I am for letting go 
what I really want when I get it, and end up feeling so stupid, I stand up for myself and never wasted every chance that comes.I would never let my feelings take control on me, never again..