"Friendzone"

You play the guitar, and we sing together. 

Just like the old times but in different kind of version you & me. I don't even know what I mean by that, screw me. I've been thinking about anything that could happen between us. Maybe we could happen again..

You're the perfect guy I've ever met in my life. I swear. 

You know what is bothering me? We are in the "FRIEND ZONE" right now.. I don't know how to describe our relationships right now, whether we are just friends.. 

Or maybe I would describe you as my "almost lover". We've been together before, it's kinda yah no almost lover whatever. 

The one that never gone away. I believe in faith. If we are meant to be together, we will be together.. Insyallah.

But right now I'm not thinking about to go more far, we better off this way.

WANNA KNOW WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE? LISTEN TO THIS...

HI. TODAY, I DONATE MY BLOOD TO PUSAT DARAH NEGARA.


So I was walking around my college this morning, and saw a poster about this "derma darah" stuff. So Berry and I thought it was a good idea for us to donate some blood for anyone that needs it. So we fill up the form and everything.


Antara syarat penting untuk menderma darah ialah:


1. Anda sihat pada hari ini
2. Anda berumur 18 tahun ke atas
3. Tidur melibihi 5 jam


After fill up the form, we've been asking to check our type of blood before proceed to the next step. I never knew that my blood is so expensive, the 'O' type. I was a lil bit surprise and berlagak hehe. But.. Berry didn't pass the blood pressure test to donate her blood. So it's just me. This is actually the first time for me.. So I was a lil bit excited. The experience was good :) The nurses are cute! And we got free drinks, foods, sijil, a gift from KPTM and bla bla.

SAID, IF ONE DAY... I'M READY FOR A COMMITMENT...

I know this time will come one day in future. Eventhough my heart right now have zero-commitments in a realationship. And I don't feels like I wanna be in a relationship. At all. I appericiate what I have right now, I don't need a boyfriend to complete my life. I guess what I'm looking for now is.... a husband. And I'm focusing w my future right now, well goodluck w that.

"Start looking for guys with goals, ambition, and an education. Because twenty years from now, SWAG isn't going to pay the bills"

SAID, IF ONE DAY... I'M READY FOR A COMMITMENT...


I want that man to promise me that, whatever it is.. after we be together, Don't ever let me be your first priority. Put your mother and your sisters first, and then me...


#nowplaying The Fray - Look after you. While blogging this :)


A little message for my dear future boyfriend,
Hii. I don't want anything much.. but if you really love me and you know that you can make me happy and take care of me, then.. be with me and marry me. I swear I'll try to make you happy :) I''m not asking for a big things.. I don't mind living a simple life as long as it can makes us happy. I really wanna grow old with someone that can love me, understand me. And I don't want to repeat this family mistakes. Insyallah...

HELLO I'M SICK........ :(


I'm having a bad flu and fever. I try to fight w this bullshit... I did take the medicine. Hope I'll be fine tomorrow. I don't wanna skip my class, plus I have IT quiz tomorrow.


So I watched the Vanila Cokelat, some tele-movie that been showing on Tv3. And I LOVEEE IT TEEHEE =D They're so sweet. But I just a movie, I shouldn't be so obsess w that. I'm glad that Berry, one of my girlfriend (the best) tell us that she is ready for a serious relationship.. I mean she is ready to step foward, she wants to engage w Zeiry. Oh my god, I was totally surprised. And I'm happy for you :') Goodluck you guys! Ingat I ni pengapit korang tauuu! Hehe


So........ Fara is (one of my girfriend too). So I guess, we are single aite? And yeaa Nelly too. My single ladies <3 Hope to spend more time w you guys...

UNTUKMU

14th of February

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUHANA GHAUS <3 which is equal to Valentines day.

Have a blast sweetie, I love you and I really miss you.

For those who's celebrating Valentines day. Fuck yaa. Why have to wait for that one special day to celebrate love? I mean, love happens everyday and growing everywhere. This is not a nightmare for a single people like me.. That's bullshit. Enough w this stuffy.


There's a lot if things that's happening this lately... There's certain thing that I can't tell yaa. And I have no idea how to tell it. Ahah.


So, I just came back from Bentung, Pahang on sunday. Visitting Sofea's father grave and settle up a lil stuff. This is not the first time I'm going back to my friends village.. That's cool. And some of it are totally not cool, well I'm not going to let that not cool stuff ruining this blog. Well, I at the back seat with He. We fall asleep while on our way back to Kajang, because we're so effing tired. He lay his head at me and grab my finger.
And you know what, in half-awaken I realize that I still get those mini heart attack when I'm with him. Those mini heart attacked that I use to feel 3 years ago..........


To be true, maybe this is it..

BIRDY - SKINNY LOVE